Saturday, January 3, 2009

I've Learned..

Hello everyone. It's 2 AM and I choose not to sleep because I have this great idea. This great idea I have is... to blog :D. I had just finished going through every  single entry I've blogged since August 16, 2007. Reading through them, I realize that having a blog is pretty neat. I actually remember those days vividly, even if I write simple things. I can even remember a whole day from blogging "bad day today..so..all I have to say is.EFF to the power of infinity! peace." (Wednesday, January 30, 2008). Ok I don't really want to remember that day but, you get my point; It helps you remember. It's a great way to look back on what you've accomplished, special events, and how you've grown. Kinda tight, huh? Hmmm. According to my blogs I see a lot of changes. If you don't know about me or know about my life so much you might not get some of my blogs but, its cool. To know that someone likes to read what I post up is AWESOME. So, thanks to all my fans (I know there's a gondavinci fan club out there!)ha! So back to what I was saying about changes. Change is pretty INTENSE. Every day, week, month, year, I learn more about myself and who I am through daily situations, the obstacles I gotta handle, the people I'm around, the people I meet, the friends I have now, and even the friends I once had. 

What I've learned and How I've Changed From:
-DAILY SITUATIONS: Since I'm at school daily, I see how I've matured. I'm a college student now and I'm starting to take my life a little more seriously. With the classes I have, I tend to think more about my future and how important it is to me to do well in my studies. I really want to be a Graphic Designer and I am for sure chasin' after my dream. I'll get there!

THE PEOPLE I'M AROUND: I'm around my family a lot and I gotta tell you, I'm a lucky one. They make me who I am. INTENSE sh*t. I KNOW. I think learning about yourself and who you are through your family is BOMB! Today, I've learned that my family has allowed me to value Love, and Relationship. SEE! I don't think I could have explain it that well when I was 5. I'm growing up to realize the right things! 

THE PEOPLE I MEET: I've been meeting a lot of people since college started and its GREAT! I get excited and I like meeting new people. What I've learned about myself and how I've changed? I think I use to be really shy. But, now that I have a strong sense of who I am, there's no reason to be shy. If I've just met you, I'd like to learn more about you! If you like my personality, WONDERFUL! If you don't whatever, just don't be a hater! :D 

THE FRIENDS I HAVE NOW: For the friends that keep in contact with me from grade school and high school, I'm giving you a shout out. YEE. love you guys! Ya'll are my homies! From all the people I've met, you guys are the ones that are still around and that makes me a happy camper. For the new friends I've made, you guys are tight! You are all a blessing to me ..AWWWW blah blah blah. But on the real, you helped me figure out ME. When I was making stupid decisions, thanks for telling me I was an idiot. lol. You're basically like family. We get drama sometimes, but thats okay we pull through because we love each other way too much. P.S you guys make my life fun!

THE FRIENDS I ONCE HAD: hmm what to say about you guys. You guys made me realize the strong person I've become. We've made promises about staying friends forever, but I guess it didn't go according to plan. When I made that promise I did keep it, it was just you who forgot to meet me in the middle. I don't bother to try anymore because it's really pointless.bleh! It's okay though, I'm letting it go because from writing THIS blog entry I can't put my life on pause for you guys. LIFE..GOES..ON!

2009...You're here! ANOTHER YEAR.. Show me what you got!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

i feel ya. so i finally made one. the food extravaganzaaa begins. happy nyoo yearz.

yayyitsmary said...

This entry was touching, word. oh and thanks i guess.

Anna Mari said...

we are going to make 09 a gooood year. and intense year, but the good intense, not bad. lol

ANNA said...

good sh*t, leetle seester! you're not just who you are cuz of your family...cuz of Ate C-cil a little bit too i guess. hahaha! you're basically her at 18. hahaha!