this week

monday- had my last sports banquet. sad times.

Ok today is thursday, and I didn't have school. I don't have school tomorrow either. YAY for Providence High School for not having school ever. I was pretty spontaneous today. I ran this morning. I felt accomplished. Then I learned 1000miles by vanessa carlton on the piano. Played with nat's dog (pebbles) for 10 minutes. Then nat came over and ate my food. Ate cuppycakes that david and marianne brought me. Then we went to tracey's house but then she wasn't even home. THEEEN we went to the cemetery to visit grandparentals, prayed and meditated. Then I played piano again. And now im blogging.And singing a sound of music song with natalie on aim..-_-

be back later

I haven't blogged in quite a while.
Hmm well.. I don't really do anything after school without basketball. I've been trying to run whenever I get the time; it makes me feel better. I get to catch every Laker game now. umm I dont really know. I just feel like I have so much time on my hands now. I'm gonna apply for a job soon,hopefully. OH!Im teaching one of my friends how to play the piano. yeaahh..I'm really excited for her to learn!!YOU DONT EVEN KNOW MAN! Hope my teaching actually gets her to play a real song in a few weeks or month. Then we can JAM together! :] yay for music! She's lucky she doesnt have to deal with those lame teachers! I've had three teachers. The 1st teacher basically quit on me because she got a better job i think. And then the 2nd teacher I had, I forgot why she stopped being my teacher. My 3rd teacher was to intense for me!wow.yeah.It was way too hardcore for me. It's all good as long as you know how to read notes on a piano sheet you're set forever! Theres youtube now too, so sometimes you don't even need the sheets! ahahaha.Playing by ear is a challenge but, you feel accomplished when you figure a song out!..I think piano is one of the best things ever besides drawing and sports. Sometimes, when I'm bored or when I'm frustrated (because I can't play a song right after several attempts", I JUST MAKE UP MY OWN! you should try it! I think I have three. FUN TIMES. ok im done! byeee

ONE LAST GAME

Tonight was our last game of the season... We played Viewpoint again and this time it was their senior night. They might have beaten us on our senior night, in return we did the same AND caused them the title of league champs.Our team may not have the best record in league but, I am so proud to be a part of this team. I LOVE THEM.

"we made a difference in the race"-bencze..

-It's funny how you look back on things and usually there is more to come, but this time its differe, when we look back on our basketball memories, thats its for us seniors, there are no more high school basketball games to come. I ALREADY MISS IT. It's only been 4 hours.

It's only at this point that I realize I WILL MISS EVERYTHING about being on the basketball team. Even the worst parts of it.

I'll miss Seventeens, being yelled at for doing something wrong, original freshman team, Jv, Varsity, PRIME TIME BABY! is like buttah!Disneyland, Concordia, Carlsbad, San Diego, Christmas helping out at the cathedral (delivering presents as a team), being captain, Kelly and I walking to midcourt to meet the other captains, leading warm ups and stretches and conditioning drills, sitting in the exercise room, john wooden book, Bencze reading an inspirational passage from the black wooden book, dennys, team lunches, avalon, hotel bonding, boat trip, complaining about practice, Running in the park, NBC run, Indian Run,van trips,adventuring, boom booom tap, huddling, cheering my lungs out on the bench, high fiving, hugging, kristin's bobble head, Darlene-darskizz-(lesgoD), SK, Macy's weird remarks, Andrea-Glendale, Ariyana-Godzilla-Zills,l tripping, Jackie (beef steaker), Attempts to slam dunk before practice with mallari, LBRILLA,long nights working the score's table for tournaments, messing around in the snackshop,sitting at the lobby of every hotel we've ever stayed at, atm, stack, SPREAD, basic, 14, 4 out, curl, box 1, box again, out, sideline easy in, sideline 1, sideline 2 and 3, 2/3 zone, red 100, red 50, green 100, green 75, green 50, special, 3 on 3 and 2 on 1, 4 on 4, three man weave, rapid fire, 2 man shooting, regular mikan, five star, cross over, behind the back, reverse pull, half pull, Freethrow 5, figure 8, standing on the BASE LINE!TRIPPLE THREAT! free throws, reverse mikan, loud prides on 3, DEFENSE DEFENSE, sink it, wooooosh, Big Step AH! Big Step! AH! charge! AAH! lose ball! AHH! Ah! Ah! AAAaah AH! AH ! AH! AaAaHH. Getting my ankle wrapped every single day, taking responsibility for everyone, bus rides, telling scary/ funny stories in the bus, BELL JEFF vs. PROVIDENCE, 6:00 am practice, waking up at 4:40am to prepare for the 6:00am practice, doing a load of laundry just full of practice uniforms and jerseys, falling asleep in my uniform, LOW-flo rider, hang out before bell jeff game, cracking jokes about kelly, deep talks, pee-in your pants conversations, Islands, breakfasts, lunches and dinners away from home, INTENSITY, playing hard until you can't breathe anymore, pushing yourself to play harder, motivating a teammate, being stupid with each other, being there for eachother, rides in the nun car, learning how to take a charge, Diving for a lose ball and getting a gym burn!Getting hit in the head with a ball.Ripping the ball away from someone's arms, being called from the bench to get in the game, being called AIR GONDA, Watching PAC HILLS, boroughs summer nights, prank calls, prewrap and tape, getting new bball shoes, packing my gymbag nightly, sound of a big crowd cheering, holding hands in a circle and leading a prayer before games, banquets, the young kiddos. Game WHAT? GAME TIME! GAME WHAT? GAME TIME!

I'm probably missing a lot more, This is probably just a few. The list is endless.

UGH! is it really over?